Erykah Badu Window Seat

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I didn't post the video because I just dont have the gutts to watch it in full. Call me timid if you will, but her nakedness is too much for my Christian eyes. Love the song tho :)

What day is it?

I think today is day 6 or day 4. I haven't been keeping track of the days as it seems like it's running together. I really need to find work ASAP *kanye shrug*
One good thing is that I haven't grown tired of working out yet. The program that I'm following on allows me to workout every other day, 30-45 mins a day. But I am always keeping up with my diet and drinking 8 glasses of water a day. I was feeling myself and thought I could drink 20 glasses of water a day, yeah right. I barely made it to 6.

I'm thinking of what I should do on my "days off" from working out. My rest days I mean. I dont want to not do anything, maybe I could go for a walk, a drive (no that's not exercise), or a jog. I could do the elliptical or rump rope for 15 minutes. I'll figure something out.

God Bless.

I can love me again.

Today I started my journey to loosing 100 lbs. I currently weigh 250 terrible lbs. I'm not going to lie and say that I dont know how I got this way because I do. I'm not going to come down on myself and say I hate the way I look because that is not completely the truth. I know I can be better and that is why I'm doing so.

I was on Youtube working out to some fitness videos when I came upon one that was an pilates ab workout. It was 15 minutes long and I'm proud to say, though it was difficult, I was able to fight through it. After the vid it showed a website for more information and more videos. The site is called Spark People. I've never heard of it and thought I'd check it out. Well now I'm convinced that this resource is going to help me through out my journey. http://www.sparkpeople.com

Today I woke up washed the dishes, cleaned my kitchen, read the bible (2 Kings 1:1) and began my work out. I've drank 6 glasses of water so far and have changed my diet. I'm ready to change my life. I promised I would take some pics but my battery died. Oh well, tomorrow is another day.

Be Blessed.

REVAMP

I have not posted in a long time. And in an ackward way I've been avoiding my own blog. I guess a part of me didn't want to share anymore, or a part of me did it intentionally.

But I'm here now, and I'm going through a new change. So far the year has been pretty bland. I've been keeping talking with a new friend and gotten re-acquainted with an old one. I've finished school and am now job hunting. I've FINALLY decided on what I want to do with my life and it's going to require me going back to school in the new year or so, but I'm sooo ready. I'm grateful for getting this far in my journey.

I'm going to change up this blog abit. Instead of me trying to go out and find things to do so I can talk about it, I'm going to just do me. Meaning that I'm going to start doing all the things that I haven't done before or haven't done in a long time (I guess that's the same thing). I'm definately going to be blogging alot more since I have all the time in the world now to do so.
I'm making this blog my daily journal. A daily account of all the things I've set out to do or want to do.

I've started working out again, and starting tomorrow I'm going to use this blog to record my progress, which means I'll be posting photos during my progress. I'm also going to be blogging about my journey to long natural hair, lol, among other things.
So yea, you can say it's a REVAMP.

God Bless.